Welcome to the Corporate World

Note: The narrative below is a result of my freewriting. Please bare with my incoherent ideas since I write what comes out of my mind. My objective for this post is to update my blog, at least for the time being and have some sort of a journal that can track what my thoughts are for the day.
This blog was initially used for a electronic portfolio in my third year days of my high school. It was pretty fun using this but I was not able to update this that much since I think that using blogs are outdated; there are more ways to connect to people like Twitter or Facebook.


The corporate world is described as a dark place, full of mysterious beings and tasks. So it seemed. But it is rather different. It is more different than how it is depicted. It is more cozy and human, compared to the monstrous descriptions you can see from the internet. Or maybe I'm just lucky?


My first week inside the office is done and I have mixed thoughts about it. It is good and I really hope I can still continue on finishing the tasks assigned to me. The tasks does not really require fancy techniques and it was pretty easy, in my honest opinion. However, it feels repetitive. I am not quite bothered by the repetitions but I am pretty unsure how long I will last with regards to the work.

The people are really friendly and approachable, despite how introverted I am. Wait. Is it a contradiction that an introvert writes a blog? Well idk hahahaha. My boss is really calm and collected, not like the angry ones depicted in cartoons or movies. Maybe it is because, this is the first time I had a job and I am just really considerate to my first experiences in the corporate. To be honest, I really don't know. Maybe I am considerate, but I don't have any other experience to compare and contrast it with. I need more samples.

Next, I have my doubts about my qualifications for the job. I am not entirely sure how my degree is applicable to the job itself, and I have plans on shifting to a different position in the same company. I don't mean anything bad but I currently don't have enough motivation to stay in my current job, lest apply for a more senior position doing similar tasks.

Third is my distance to the work which is one of my main concern in my duration to the work. These are some of my shortcomings that I want to address fully when I get a better grasp of the work in its entirety.

Thank you to everyone who helped me reach my current spot in society. And most importantly, thank you Lord, albeit I still have questions whether I am worthy of having such premium.

That's it. Welcome to the corporate world, Jon.

What would you do if God's will is not about saving humanity but his own desires instead?

I tried my best to keep this post short and spoiler-free (hehe) but please play the game if you want to know more. :)

The game follows in the same premise and a dying world having 13 days left to live. You are Lightning, the god's chosen savior. One of your tasks is to save your friends' souls, drowning in despair. Moreover, saving more souls extends the world's remaining time through the donation of Eradia to the legendary tree Yggdrasil.The main motivation for completing the tasks was to save the soul of your sister, Serah. Doubt kept coming in mainly due to ideas shared by Lumina and other important people (spoiler). The question above now follows; what would you do if God's will was not to save humanity (in this case, the human souls) but rather to create a different beings that surpasses humans?

The game follows a really nice non-linear story (mainly due to the unrestricted placing of main and side quests). The game also has a custom effect since it lets you choose from a myriad collections of garbs, weapons and accessories. Gameplay, cinematics, and graphics are stunning. It is quite an investment since it takes a lot of time. Kudos to Square Enix for making this!

Note: I am not promoting atheism of some sort, just a little bit of critical thinking (kinda hehe). Thank you for reading!!!

(proper photo credits here hehe, thanks to the ones who took the pic XD)

Game: Lightning Returns: Final Fantasy XIII

Stressed out

It has been a couple of years since I last made a post for this blog. I am actually curious on how I developed writing in English. Anyways, I hope you had a good day today. :))))

//drowning in acads :((((

It's been a while- (hisashiburi nee-)

Nostalgia was the first thing that approached me when I open this blog. I got bored this day and I really couldn't wait for tomorrow (Tomorrow's Cosplay Mania BTW). Random stuff would probably be posted here so, enjoy reading? Probably not.

Me or You?

           One part in the Trojan war is that Aeneas, is being begged by his own wife to stop the war and think of their family.  It is compared to the scene in Iliad wherein Andromache is pleading to Hector in the same logic, to think about their family mostly their son, Astyanax.
           So I kind of think that both scenes share the same thought and is usually found in war movies wherein the wife of the character or someone really close is begging to think about their family. It makes me feel sad and it makes me think about my own family too, if I am in that kind of situation.
           What I learned in the stories? I think it would probably be the critically and analytically thinking about a difficult situation. It also made me learn that your family is really important and would make you feel nostalgic if you haven't seen them in a while.
           So what about their difference? It's pretty hard to see the difference in the two scenes but I think it would be about the correct foreseeing of the death of Hector predicted by Andromache.

VICTORIOUS and DEFEATED.

          So in the last blog, I told you about my feeling with regards to the fall of Troy. The Trojans have been deceived by their enemy, leading to their victory.

          How did the Trojans lose? Like I said in my last blog, the strategy of the Greeks is good and they didn't notice it well so they got deceived. Since they don't know how the Greeks are planning, the Trojans made their tactics to as an aggressive one, placing strong aces in the front leaving some rather weak allies on their bases. They didn't know that their strategy has been defeated by the strategy of the Greeks. That alone made the Trojan war the terrible loss for the Trojans.

          So why is it the ultimate victory of the Greeks? Knowing their strategy well, they really put a lot of effort and time of thinking for it. Since they both want to win, they need to counter every move of at least win by every move they make. If you had lost in your move, you should think of a different move to at least win. That is the logic I think made the Greeks win the Trojan war.

Deceived by own eyes...

         So there is one story called the Aeneid and it's a pretty long poem for me and I couldn't understand old terms so I felt like reading an translated version. So there is one part in the poems that Aeneas is telling the Trojan War and what happened in that part. The Greeks and the Trojans fought and in the end, the Greeks won.

          Perhaps, you'll be thinking on how did the Greeks won. They won because of  of their strategy. Their strategy is the using of the Trojan horse. The Trojan Horse is a wooden horse that is used by the Greeks to infiltrate the base of Trojans. As I've said, the Trojans lost. And I am to make a reaction if I had sympathy about it.

          So, yes I felt sympathy about it. It felt like that it is unfair, rude and cruel.  But I just can't blame it because it's their strategy and both clans want to win.